Hello. We just finished talking over YM. [L-A-M-E] I asked you if you were happy. you told me you were. I then asked you if you satisfied with your life, you replied somehow.
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I thought the moment I got out of the picture you would really find your true happiness. Find her. Find the lady that you have been dreaming of coz I know it wouldn't be me. Not anymore. I hoped that you find yourself whole again. Then maybe, you find the courage to look for that special someone who would make you skip that beat every single time.
I cry myself to sleep again. oh it's been awhile. well maybe this twisted feeling always come every July-- my love month. for in July I saw you and in July I fell inlove with you. In July, I said my goodbye and in July I kissed you hello.
Until this very day I memorize every date, every feeling, every moment...
the day we had our first argument.
the day you said there is more than i miss you you wanted to tell me
the day you went to my school just to see me.
You were wearing an orange shirt
I was wearing a pink brooch headband.
the night you asked me to be your girl
the moment that I said, I don't know you to well but I think that I'm falling for you.
Memories til this very day, Mr. M. that i would forever cherish.
I still love you.
But you don't.
I still miss you.
But you won't.
then, I guess all my feelings should be placed aside
so that you may be happy.
Be happy, Mr. M.
you deserve it more than I do.
Much Love to you and you alone,
confessions of the broken hearted
